To me art is the same as music. I use it when I can’t speak or am having a hard time speaking.
It’s a lot easier to talk about a picture or something happening in a picture than it is to talk about what’s going on in my head. It’s a lot easier to talk about an experience if I put some distance between myself and it.
Probably that’s another reason for my sort of creative stunt. I had forgot to say earlier that I think “copying” or mimicking is common for children who are surviving abuse. It’s trying to do what is perceived as normal I guess. Just bottle everything up and try to fit in.